So lately..theres been this guy that I uber like. o_o its insane.

Well..it really hasnt been lately...try..6th grade and beyond.

He never knew me..and I never knew him really..but hes always lived up the street from me. I went to a different school than him for 4 years so I never got the chance to meet him, but i've always seen him around..and he's just somehow caught my curiousity.

Well its been 2 years and now I go to school with this cat. lol and wow..last year I wanted to talk to him soooo bad but I was afraid i'd look stupid if I did. >_< I always thought he would be too good to talk to someone like me, BUT I dated one of his best friends..imagine that? I can remember hanging out in a hair salon with my boyfriend and along he comes..with the rest of my boyfriend's besties and I feel soooo awkward because I dont want to look at this guy and smile my face off. XD. Wow, I don't even know how to describe the butterflies this guy has given me for the longest. There was a period though where I figured i'd lose interest, I guess because I figured I'd never have a chance with him.

To this DAY I still dont believe he'll ever see anything in me, but atleast im proud to say that me and this guy finally talk! XD though when I talk to him I still feel cheesy and stupid. The only thing im lacking is getting closer to him. I really wish I could talk to him like I do my guyfriends I mean..I consider this dude one of the guys..but..well you know..hes more than that. I'll finish up on my boy saga later..im gonna run to town and pick up some PIZZA yumm <3